This past week I’ve been thinking nonstop about the future.
I don’t really like thinking too much about it because I know that nothing is
set in stone. Things change, people change, everything changes. I have mixed
feelings about change. I want to grow up and experience life, but at the same time
I want to be a kid forever, it’s a catch 22. For me it’s hard to not be able to
know how things will end up. Sometimes I wish I could just see myself in the
future and know everything is going to turn out fine, but obviously I can’t do
that.
Quite frankly, not knowing scares me. I can’t just let things happen
because I care too much, I want to know. It seems like time goes by so fast
that before we know it we’re going to die. I know that sounds drastic, but that’s
just kinda how I’ve been feeling these past few days. There are certain things
that I want to just be guaranteed, again I know nothing in this life is guaranteed,
but I would feel a lot better having some reassurance. Even though I feel
scared, there’s nothing I can do to slow down time or have a glimpse into the
future. So I guess I will just have to trust in God that in the end everything
will be okay.
Live in the moment, have time to smile and laugh things will happen for a reason
ReplyDeleteUncertainty can truly be terrifying but sometimes that's the part that makes life so beautiful and wonderful. It's scary but like you said you just have to put trust in yourself that everything will be ok. And knowing you, I know the life ahead of you will be amazing.
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